Im 14. Ive grown up in a christian household. We used to go to church every sunday, but in about the past year we havent been able to go, but I still go to youth group wednesday nights and we take turns hosting it at our house every other Wednesday. But, I cant say that I believe in god. I just dont find it logical, or reasonable. I cant bring myself to talk to my parents about it, they would go crazy. Are there any other poele with this kind of dilema ?
My dad found out that my soccer coach was an athiest, and he almost moved me off the team.
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Going to start this by saying no one can answer this question for you. Not me not your priest not anyone, but I can give you some good advice because I went through the same thing.
My first piece of advice read your religious text through one good time and ponder it alone.
Second if you still have questions begin going to different types of churches and different churches of your faith. Ask question at each, the same questions and see if you get answers you seek.
Third if the first two do not work look into other religions not just other faiths of your religion.
Understanding and following a faith or religion is a very personal thing and it sometimes takes time to find the right one to match you. Do not give up, do not dispare. It took me nine years to get enough answers to be ok with a belief system.